I'm not sure if it's the lack of girl friend, or the lack of WoW, but I've been thinking a lot lately about what I want to do before I die. I think I've come up with a good list.
First is I want to travel to London. I want to be in some sort of business or something of that nature, so I'm just not some tourist. I want to enjoy the night life, enjoy the coffee, and all the beauty that makes London what it is.
Second is kind of grim. My whole life has been fair, and it makes me wonder what I would do under extreme sadness. The worst that's ever happened to me is a few horrible break ups, but it's all superficial. I want to know who's shoulder I would cry on if someone close to me died, or became seriously ill. I little grim I know, but I figure the sooner the better, while I'm still young.
Third is connected to the second. I want to be called on at three in the morning because someone needs me. Not because a break up, or they got kicked out of the house, but for something real.
Fourth, I want someone to come knock on my window at three in the morning to just be with me.
Fifth, I want something complicated. I want to fall for a beautiful girl in a poor relationship and sweep her off her feet. I want a little mischief, a little drama, but all for the pure innocent reason of love.
Sixth, I want to become respected in a business. I don't want to be a manager, or a boss, but I want the power of respect from fellow coworkers. I want the respect for not only being a good guy, but for also being good at what I do.
Seventh is I want to publish a story.
Eighth, I want kids. I want to be a father, be proud of my children. I want to teach them how to be good people.
Ninth, I'm tired of good guys finishing last. I want to finish first.
Tenth, this one might be old, but I still feel it. I want to be-friend Becca again. She was a really neat and beautiful person, and it saddens me that her and I don't talk. She was such a big part of my life that it just kills me that we never really said good bye.
I know this list is a little selfish, but that's all good. I'm sure most of these things are going to happen. I'm still really young, and I have a lot more life ahead of me.
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